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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • I fixed my car's roofing problem.  I went to Lowe's and found a flexible wooden "something" and cut it just the right length to put between the rubber binding on the top of my cars roof.  Now the cloth doesn't fall on my head when I get into go somewhere.  I had an idea and I found a way to fix it.  Corse I had to get my dad to do the "sawing" part but It was my idea, my measuring... and for my mother I now say "i told you so". 
    It was not an imaginary item.  It existed and I found it and used it.
    Wish I could say something, anything more but... I find I don't want to share much lately.

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • wow wished i could have stayed in that dream

    Just loved the way I felt in this dream.  All important and loved like I was someone special to someone.  I had a boyfriend named Rico Suave!  And Yes he looked just like Rico Suave from that 80's or 90's Mtv music video.  It was a little funny a little hooky but also wonderful. 
    There was also this little kid digging trenches.  He was immaciated and very sick looking.  I didn't like the fact that he was having to dig so hard when he was obviously in need of food.  I think he was orphaned too.    Reminded me of a concentration camp person. 
    I really don't remember much else of my dream because I woke up with it around 12:30 last night.  Would have recorded it then but my computer didn't have internet for some reason so I went back to bed.

    Last 2 weeks at work we've had 5 people loose their job. 
    1 was a manager (which gave me a very hard time at the beginning of their time over me) she was fired for theft
    2 was a CSM (which never gave me a problem) and was fired for under ringing for the number 1.
    3 was a back room associate that told another manager that they couldn't sleep at night and was having huge migraines and told them they could only work morning shift.  he gave them the schedule he could work and so they fired him.  i think there was a little more to it than that.  we had been missing thing that were "security" items and i had heard rumor that it had to do with backroom associate.
    4 and 5 were both dealing with automotives and i beleive had to do with a few thefts of electronics but i'm not sure exactly the details.  i think they allowed things to "walk out" the automotive doors.  but not sure.


    I figure if I ever loose my job it will be for opening my mouth at the wrong time and saying the wrong thing.  I tend to stick my foot and whole leg down my throat occationally. 

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • I'm probably going to have to change my xanga name soon.  I have had a problem getting to sleep to dream.  Last night my stupid brain wouldn't shut up.  Well actually at first it was the stupid people in the living room that wouldn't shut up then afterwards it was my stupid brain.  (work issues can't seem to wrap my brain around the fact that yes i have to live with this schedule and get over it and have it threw the wonderful holiday season   )
    However in other good news I'm really enjoying my new book.  The Nymph King by Gena Showalter.  An atlantis tail...  And totally filled with smut.   

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • dream

    Dreamed some craziness about having someone repair the tv, mechanic in the house.  My dad showing me all the ads to the Day After Thanksgiving sale.  And some really cool pictures and quotes from one of our own xangans.  (i'll keep that name to myself i'll let you all think i was dreaming of you   )

Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Lot of things going on lately.  Came home and heard about Fort Hood shooting.  Could have happened anywhere.  Same things happen at schools.  I'm surprised so many were killed at a base though.  
    Earlier this week a friends father was found unresponsive at their house.  Not breathing or responding in anyway.  They rushed him to the hospitol.  No one knew what happened.  He was in a coma for a while but then slowly started to respond.  Now he's back to normal.  But now they have to live with the fact that he tried to kill himself.  It was his suicide attempt.  They had no idea.  He took all kinds of pills.  It's just so tragic.  He couldn't see all the things in his life that was good.  A wonderful wife and daughter and grandchild.
    I myself have felt very   well I don't have a word...