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Thursday, 10 December 2009

dream

Happy Dreams... Mostly... I was going to wake up and write the one I had at midnight down because it made me feel so good almost euphoric down but I was tired and decided I'd remember it if it was important and write it down later. Of corse later is here now and I have forgotten everything about the dream except the emotions. So i can't share it now. I'm sure the feelings should be shared (utter ecstacy and love) but the pictures and images are lost forever or until my brain comes up with a "spark".
The second dream is easy enough to remember. My alarm clock woke me up in the middle of it. I was typing to a guy on xanga (i assume the page was set up that way) and asking him how he can possibly do what he does. It looks so exciting. He flies up in the air from airplanes and glides down on home made wings. They came out from the back of his body like a kite (a brown red coloring). He could fly in the air for hours. He coud jump off buildings or mountains and fly that way. I was amazed. I just didn't understand how long it took for him to "learn" something like that. That was my main question to him. How long did it take to learn to do that. He was a pretty good guy but he never answered any of my comments. It was like I was invisible. I remember clearly I never got any responses to my comments that I left. It made me sad but I couldn't give up the hope that some day I would be responded to and then know the answers to all the questions I asked.

Wednesday, 09 December 2009

dream

I was visiting a lady from work at her new shop. She has cancer is striving to survive and seems to thrive from obstacles. This baffles me. Something happens around here and I crumple and become a zombie for months or years.... It was a short dream.

Tuesday, 08 December 2009

I'm not looking forward to tonight. My stomaches already clenching up for the storms. :-/ Cat's already hiding under my parents bed (obviously my bed is not sturdy enough). I think she hides in there because of the sounds. Not like anythings going to get her.

Monday, 07 December 2009

New Moon

I finally saw the movie today. I thought it was much better than the first movie. In fact I hated Twilight. I still think they need to recast Edward. He looks constipated in every scene. None of the other vampires look constipated. And I think Victoria is just awesome looking. She is totally hot. I unfortunately started to root for her to win at one point then realized what I was doing. It would change the entire story line!
All in all I was happy with the movie.
However there was a lady and man sitting in front of me... they came in when I was heading out to the bathroom so they didn't realize they sat right in front of me.... I was there alone and didn't have anything to "save" my seat. Sucks to not have someone there to make sure your great and wonderful seat doesn't get snatch or blocked while you have to run to the bathroom.... But anyway halfway during the movie the lady got a phone call on her cellphone and left crying. I think I over heard her say her daughter died. It was a sad moment. I have no idea what happened in that 5 minute period. I was too worried for her. But I'm pretty sure a stranger's comfort in a darkened theatre would have just scared the bejeezus out of her not comforted.
And I think my dream last night of the black and purple lines going threw my face had to do with a sick twisted part of my brain and this movie. Evidentally I am the decapitated vampire from the first scene with the Volturi.
dream

I was flying in an airplane with some people from work. It didn't last long and we descended. My nemesis cut all my beautiful christmas lights in half turning all the lights off.
I saw two other of my over weight friends at work and worried I would become that size too.
Next I was at Disney World with my parents shopping threw all the clothes. I knew another of my co-workers worked here as well. Making money on the side. We went threw all the racks of cotton. There were some strange statues. A lion with a bull in it's grip. The bull was silver with very long horns. I was looking for the 80 percent off racks. All we could find were 60 percent and under. Finally momma said she was looking for a particular fragrance on her clothes. So I went to find it.
I looked in the mirror and found I had purple veins and black veins standing out on my face. I had two things I could do I had lipgloss and a bottle of conceiler. The conceiler didn't work and I couldn't do anything but put the lipgloss on my lips. So I walked around looking like I was breaking apart and cracking up.